Good girl, BAd GiRL

Relentless, I keep trying to change
in spite of all the heartache and shame
in spite of all the letdowns and meltdowns
and the insecurities one obtains
from just living an everyday life
from trying to have an ordinary life
You can always choose to do what's right
but in the end you'll lose that fight
because its human nature
to go in the opposite direction
and your money to wager
on your hearts obsession
with what'll give the heaviest blow
and once its done go lay low
and contemplate on what's wrong with you
and what led to such a skewed point of view
I'll always choose what's wrong
even with the best intentions