My life...as usual

It is my burden, this
to carry the excess
It has been forever now
that I know nothing of
what it's like
to be sought after
or liked
or taken in a serious manner
for I have never been flattered
in the way women of my age
usually are with their
red lips and sun kissed hair
for I have neither of those two things
No wit or charm to compensate either
Many say im nothing more than a bother
Fine by me....just let me be
I dont seek you or you attention
so its not even worth the mention